April 09, 2019
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April 09, 2019

I honestly feel bad not updating the site as often. I should be updating it every day. Just a quick little blurb about my life. An easier approach would be wonderful, I guess that's more or less my Facebook, but I'd update here more often it was easier. Like, I gotta open the folderup, find the index file, go through the code and delete my old text and add new stuff. And then like FTP, who's got like... an hour of uninterrupted time.

Seems weird, my life. I have a dozen things going in entirely different ballparks, each of them getting a little bit of my attention. Like, it more or less tends to rotate around which activity's "needed requirements" are all located closest to eachother. Say I need to buy tape, then I need to make like a seperate trip to a store, ugh.

Seems simple when put like that, but... somehow it's not. K, I gotta do this thing, k, I gotta do THIS thing, and most of my thoughts are on entirely different subjects, like working towards an art project that needs me to have full days off, or like... wanting to record specific things for... y'know... me documenting myself kinda thing.

And the website is like... yeah, ok, I can go and update this, or do all these other things first. And like... I already barely update. I already know that people aren't seeing an update for like months at a time. A website barely editing. It had a pulse before. Kinda in hibernation mode now. Catching up on life. That whole 'loss period' took a hard hit on me. I've had a lot of mental issues since then, some suicidal thoughts, and have been spending a lot of time just... thinking. Speaking with my Deities (there's four now, update. The Divine Feminine and myself are friends again). So there's been a lot of just... meditation time as it were. Thinking while I'm doing mundane things like cooking, or moving from one task to another, or just... any spare time really. Just kinda spent thinking.

Thought about *that* for a bit there, how much time am I losing there. Distracts me from other things. Bah, I prattle.

Anyhoos, offer a prayer or two for me. I've been working through some hard times, and am happy to see myself starting to rise again.

If I want to be honest, I discarded the majority of the art that I'd made over the years. Chainmaille pieces, whittled hiking staffs, thousands of hours of work. I'm putting time into my Dragons, but I want to work on a few other projects for a bit. Remake some of the things I lost. At least two hiking staffs in the next while, and a chainmaille shirt down the road. Bright, random-coloured tiny scales. Figuring about 200 hours of work there. I'll post pics of those as I go. The Zebeth webcomic though, I know that's asleep. I haven't had the willpower to go back to Paint and begin a new comic. That's like... two hours solid there, and finding that all in a row is hard. Two hours? I've never really been able to 'start' a comic, and then pause after a half-hour of comicing, then come back to it the next day. The story is in my head, at that time. I need to get it out all at once, or the story will have changed a bit when I go back to it. And it's never as good the second time around. It's gotta be all in that first shot. So yeah, I wait until I have like 2 hours of unplanned time then I attack it. And goodness, I want to make like a dozen Life of Kabs comics too, which are ANOTHER two hours on their own lol. Like... the last one still says I have 3 Deities, I have 4 now. Sorry Divine Feminine, we good now <3

And yeah, time to keep at it.

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Sprites from Metroid created by Nintendo, and sprites from other games created by their respective companies. Comic ideas and some sprites created by me, KatieLynne Harder (also known as Kabutroid and dragonmotherk). Bonus thanks to Niklas Janssen for the coding of the roaming Metroids, which I've modified to fit Planet Zebeth.